So after I finished yesterdays blog my husband returned from work. I gave him a choice to either stop contacting her or to leave and never return. I am at my wits end...I don't have enough to keep fighting for what is rightfully mine.
As we were talking, my husband (who has been trying to be honest with me about his contact to the slut) told me to read the text messages she had sent. The last one was quiet annoying. It read "once you divorce your wife we can be together." So I being completely annoyed with this home-wrecking floozies tactics emailed her back posing as my husband. In the text I simply put that Joe had decided to stay with me and that her texts were no longer welcome.
For the next six hours I would text this disgusting stain on the butt of humanity for her to reveal that she and my husband had indeed slept together once. At this point I was crushed, I left the house - thankfully my brother and sister-in-law called and asked if I would like to go watch the sunset with them up at a nearby hiking spot. I, having nothing else to do, took them up on their offer. I would not return home until close to 11 pm. Thinking my husband would be in bed, I let myself in and tiptoed in to the guest bedroom; only to find my husband sitting in the dark watching a movie.
I asked him if he had made a choice, and he said he didn't know what he wanted to do. I said it is simple who do you love more? He answered AMANDA!
I told him if that were true then to get the hell out and never return. I excused myself to the den and hid in my favorite hiding spot, under the raised daybed. I turned on some of the top ten breakup songs (1. Goodbye my Lover-by James Blunt 2. i will always love you- Whitney Houston 3. Nothing Compares to You- Sinead O'connor 4. I never told you- Colbie Caillat 5. At this moment - Billy Vera and the Beaters 6. I can't make you love me- Bonnie Raitt 7. I just don't know what to do with myself-Nicky Holland 8. Missing you- John Waite 9. Broken Wing (always makes me cry)-Martina McBride and 10. God must have spent a little more time on you- Nsync (our song).
I hadn't even finished the list of songs when he was in the room with the heart he had given me the first time he ever had to spend the night away from home; saying I love you. I will tell her that it is over.
He called her this morning and told her that he couldn't talk to her anymore. She called him back and told him that she knew it was me that is why she had said everything.
I told him before she called that she WOULD call. She needs him to rescue her sorry ass. Now she has to get a job and support herself. Yeah like that's going to happen...after she is done living off the system she will just find another man to eat up and discard.
I just prefer if she doesn't have to split up my family in order to do it.
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