Wednesday, September 28, 2011
I need to move on with my life for now!
Follow my next blog which shall not mention my ex, but shall focus on me!
I just wish he would spend some time away from everyone!
I think that he needs time away from everyone! Me and her!
LIES
You know all those things that people make you believe if you do them your marriage will be saved its all a lie.
I was watching clean house and they eluded to happiness in a clean house--LIE!
Losing weight and being more sexually appealing-LIE!
Surrendering and believing in trusting your spouse-LIE!
There all just lies that force you to waist time believing that the relationship might be saved. Once a man becomes infatuated with another woman there is no chance. Don't waist your breath trying to make it work!
I was watching clean house and they eluded to happiness in a clean house--LIE!
Losing weight and being more sexually appealing-LIE!
Surrendering and believing in trusting your spouse-LIE!
There all just lies that force you to waist time believing that the relationship might be saved. Once a man becomes infatuated with another woman there is no chance. Don't waist your breath trying to make it work!
Pain
Life was hard enough knowing that he was leaving me for a year to do a nobble quest, but now it is forever. Is this his way of saving me the pain of another deployment? I would take a 1000 deployments over this pain.
FAKE MARRIAGE VOWS
Do you, Joseph Freedom Whitefeather, take , Bonnie Sarah Foster to be your wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life.
How can those words that he said such a short time ago hold no value or significance now? Why are people asked to say these words if there is an easy way out?
How can those words that he said such a short time ago hold no value or significance now? Why are people asked to say these words if there is an easy way out?
TO JOE WHITEFEATHER ONE DAY
JOE:
On the off chance that one day you stumble across this ranting, I hope that you made the right choice and I hope you are happy with the choice you made! I hope that you will be able to forgive me one day for destroying our marriage.
At this moment my heart is broken and I can not see anything more than the heart ache. I know there is nothing that binds us to each other anymore, so I hope that we will not have to relive the past anymore. I would have gladly taken you back, but I am not sure that I will be able believe you when you say that you do still love me.
How can you love me even a little and do the horrid things that you did? With that why couldn't you have just told me that you HATE me. Wouldn't it be easier for me to know that you hate me with every fiber of your being than have to be constantly reminded that there is a man out there who still loves me, but doesn't want to be with me?
ME
On the off chance that one day you stumble across this ranting, I hope that you made the right choice and I hope you are happy with the choice you made! I hope that you will be able to forgive me one day for destroying our marriage.
At this moment my heart is broken and I can not see anything more than the heart ache. I know there is nothing that binds us to each other anymore, so I hope that we will not have to relive the past anymore. I would have gladly taken you back, but I am not sure that I will be able believe you when you say that you do still love me.
How can you love me even a little and do the horrid things that you did? With that why couldn't you have just told me that you HATE me. Wouldn't it be easier for me to know that you hate me with every fiber of your being than have to be constantly reminded that there is a man out there who still loves me, but doesn't want to be with me?
ME
The PRAYER that I should have prayed years ago
DEAR GOD,
Please forgive me for being a terrible child. I have neglected your love and guidance for so many years. I stand before you a humble child on the crossroads of life. I know that you have my best interest at heart. Is my life suppose to be on this disastrous course? I need your guidance now more than ever!
Please guide Joe's love back to me and allow him to see what has been sitting right here all along. I know that I missed out on a life time of love because I failed to see the person looking right at me. Please do not allow Joe to make the same mistake that I made. I pray that it is not to late!
Please forgive me!
Love,
Your unworthy child, who screwed up all that you gave her!
Please forgive me for being a terrible child. I have neglected your love and guidance for so many years. I stand before you a humble child on the crossroads of life. I know that you have my best interest at heart. Is my life suppose to be on this disastrous course? I need your guidance now more than ever!
Please guide Joe's love back to me and allow him to see what has been sitting right here all along. I know that I missed out on a life time of love because I failed to see the person looking right at me. Please do not allow Joe to make the same mistake that I made. I pray that it is not to late!
Please forgive me!
Love,
Your unworthy child, who screwed up all that you gave her!
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